Goal.

Goal.


Day 4.

My greatest fear in my weight loss… is that even if I lose all of this weight, I still wont be happy with myself. That this is just another outlet for my self hating.

Day 5.

I really am doing this weight loss thing for me. I want to love myself, and all I ever see are blogs and stories about how people lose weight and see themselves in a new light and accomplish things they never thought possible for themselves. That’t what I want for myself.

I want to be as happy as I was in Florida, with a body that is worthy of Florida.


Day 3.
She is so strong. But still curvy.
Fitspiring.

Day 3.

She is so strong. But still curvy.

Fitspiring.


Just worked out for a full hour.

Felt good.




Day 1.
Weight: 175 lbBust: 42Waist: 36Hips: 41 

Day 2.
I’m 5’6”
I like my height a lot.

Day 1.

Weight: 175 lb
Bust: 42
Waist: 36
Hips: 41 

Day 2.

I’m 5’6”

I like my height a lot.


No excuses.

This year, I became an RA at my university. I feel like it has taken over my life. And I want to attribute a lot of my weight gain to the stress and time constraints of my job. 

But those are just excuses. I have the time. I just need the dedication.

Yup.



This is disgusting. But maybe if it is out in the world, then I will be more inclined to get off my ass and do something about it.
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UGH.

This is disgusting. But maybe if it is out in the world, then I will be more inclined to get off my ass and do something about it.

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UGH.