My greatest fear in my weight loss… is that even if I lose all of this weight, I still wont be happy with myself. That this is just another outlet for my self hating.
I really am doing this weight loss thing for me. I want to love myself, and all I ever see are blogs and stories about how people lose weight and see themselves in a new light and accomplish things they never thought possible for themselves. That’t what I want for myself.
I want to be as happy as I was in Florida, with a body that is worthy of Florida.